butterflies

the other day i read on an Angel mom's blog that whenever she see's a butterfly she knows that her baby is watching over them.

she started watching for those butterflies and recognizing that he was near.

after i read that, i decided to do the same.

when we were swimming the other day, i was sitting by the side of the pool and a beautiful butterfly fluttered back and forth a few times.  

words can't say how much i loved that moment.
probably because anything physical that can remind me of Lily just touches my heart so much.
i really love her you know.